Look, I thought all these through.
Do you really want to know how I feel?
I feel as though, everything that i'm trying to do, say.
Everyone always misunderstand me, but after i explain, then they'll support me.
Why can't i explain to you, its cause you're you. There's just some stuff that you cant open up to alright.
Next, I feel like I'm being stabbed. one in the front. another in the back, right into the heart. So pain, i can't breathe. I feel like, no matter what i'd do, you should know i do things with a motive in hand. I don't just, ' ey, we shall not talk now. ' No, i don't. Have you ever thought through about this.
You feel like you're condemned, but i'm telling you, you aren't.
I said, that you wouldn't feel my importance after a while. Do you think i was saying about you? Or was i saying this about the other guys i talk to. The next 'bastard' thing.
I didn't read your 'getwellsoon' message that night, i only read it the next day afternoon cause i didn't bring my phone, plus i slept effing early cause i wasn't well. I wrote there bastard cause of the show. If you don't understand, you should just go and watch gossip girl. I　ｗａｓ　ｍｅｒｅｌｙ　ｓａｙｉｎｇ　ｈｏｗ　ｂａｓｔａｒｄ　ｃｈｕｃｋ　ｂａｓｓ　ｗａｓ．　
Next, I reflected on myself? You? You say i condemn you, you say i do things for no reason, you say these these that that that. Then you say your limit's reaching alr. Listen, you only say, did you do? You message me say you want to talk. Did you call or even persist to find me to ask? No.
You never thought of this stuff have you.

Just continue misunderstanding me okay. Cause you're so sensitive you think every tweet, ever fb post is about you. Yes, some IS about you, but not every.
You get so angry when people say you flirt. You did, you really did. I don't care whether you're layaning or merely replying, you still did.
You want to check my inbox? See how many people i msg these days?
I list for you.
YY (talking about random stuff)
Chow ( about you)
Debb (stuff)
Farhana (stuff)
Peishan (stuff)
Elayne (stuff)
Vien (stuff)
Bin (maths-.-)
Amirul (prelim time table)
Chuang (stuff)

Contented? Yes, i did message guys, but look at the content. Math? Prelim time table?

Msn.
Who do i talk to? Loads of idiots come to me and say hi.
I effing just say i'm busy only. You know the previous me will say HI. and continue the conversation.

You really happy now?

i am just puzzled why u are acting like this these days... I don't even know the reason why i am condemned... And all those facebook comments, it's just your thoughts. Have you asked me about it? Seek my thoughts? How come u can say out so easily that i will realise that you will not be as important as you are in the past?

I don't understand why...